Wednesday, June 08, 2005

keep my identity an x

i realised my over-dependence on certain people just today. when i know theyre flying off somewhere and my life is gonna be quite empty. just a shell now. and whats more. im left to embrace the block ca ALL ALONE. how is this possible when i keep thinking protein deanimation instead of protein deamination. he used to be so irritating to me luhhs, laughing at my pronounciations, my ways, he even said i talk like im chirping. and then he would surely promote all his ri products to me. oh how cute they are and how he used to be so cute when he was in ri and rjc. (pleaugh) sometimes, he would just throw me a pile of work and watch me struggle. he thought it cute. yes, and there were the times we would just laugh at the retarded decapitated chicken question.

but today. he was especially nice. he asked me what i wanted from new york. i told him play-doh and hot wheels. yes i know they're expensive, but he said he would buy them. (he better not be lying) and he gave me a new set of ri papers, imagine how much he had to pay to print them. but he GAVE it to me. (with no ulterior motives or conditions attached)

just how nice. and the nicer he was, the worst i felt. because his absence for TWO AND A HALF weeks whomps so much.

even fly is in sri lanka. (i miss our online toy gawking sessions) I MISS HER SO.
winston is at school. (i cant play scissors paper stone with him online) i assume hes gone the whole day,

bloody sucks.
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X, out-


i found a diamond at 3:40 PM